I thought I’d be okay if I see you again but I’m not. I got sadder cause it felt different. I had fun, yes. It was something we rarely did when we were together but it hurts because it made me realize that you don’t care about me anymore. That it was that easy for you to get rid of your feelings. Maybe you never really loved me and it sucks cause all I ever did was to love you with everything that I am. I thought I’ve moved on but I haven’t. I thought it’d be easier this time but it’s not. I wanted to hug you so tight, have your arms around me and feel safe again but it didn’t happen. It’s so hard to accept that things will never be the same again. But I have to. I need to. For the sake of my own happiness. Hopefully, this will be my last blog addressed to you. I’m sorry for not being good enough for you and your family. I will always love you, Siopao. Always.
16 years old. Paulinian. Dramatic. Weird.
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